Alright. I don't know how many times I've tried to post today, but I keep getting distracted....obviously. BUt yes. Lent. such requires a lost for remembrances.
- Cursing outloud, and try internal as well
- procrastinating ( for which the boy says not, since i'm not writing my dettato for monday.... but i dont have my dictionary, which means apparantly I'm allowed to wait for some reason.... *shrugs*)
- sweets (outside of work. easy)
And then for some musts.
- Practice my baby.
- Study more italian.
- do math homework. All of it. (hahahaha. right.)
- More caring.
And so. thus is my list thusly. it might groww, and it will most likely shorten.... seeing as how I believe all of my resolutions for the new year didnt make it even a month, *cackles* oh dear... now I must go check....well, fanfic hasn't been distracting me from accomplishing my homework. no music lessons. took back my life almost entirely. I've found someone happy with me as i am, broken as I am. though that I am fixing as well, and not alone or dependant upon solely one oerson. Not working so much- hahaha, i near killed myself this weekend. thats not working so far, hmm.
things are very.... new to me. there are adjustments that I really have to get used to. But he's being understanding about my akward, my shy, my hesitancy, my broken. he's napping on my shoulder at the moment, the goober. and he broke the squeker in the duckie i gave him. But things are very....nice. And from the couple that have met him thus far, they like him , and think he's great....which makes me smile, because it's happy. Mommy likes him, since he helped move, and hasnt tried to take me away from her. (which apparantly happened when I was sick....??) and also says that he doesnt look like a little boy, *sighs*.
but alas... i'm off. more at a later time.